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The Thoughts That Plague You

by Vespera

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Painted a fragile saint, while these darkened corners fail to relate. I'm caught between perception and my good intentions, stitched whole by the things I still lack. I threw it all away, just to say that I did, just to prove that I could set myself ablaze, and become something more. Cycles repeat ever so viciously, yet here we stand, unfazed. I'm caught between perception and my good intentions, stitched whole by the things I still lack. I threw it all away, just to say that I'd did, just to prove that I could set myself ablaze, and become something more. I lack the pride to be unsound, complex enough to be confound. After years of being droned, I'm tearing seams to be unbound. I threw it all away, just to say that I did, just to prove that I could set myself ablaze, and become something more.
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Vanilla Sky 03:21
Painting pictures with technicolor dreams, reminiscent of how'd float endlessly amongst the weight of a weathered truth. Open your eyes, this chance will pass you by. Acclimate without restraint, fathom a new world. Contemplate on your mistakes, escape from your dream world. This is a revolution of the mind, it's time to wake up.
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Euphoria Writhing in my despair, I'll bend and break. Drowning in my regret, how much more can I take? I guess I should hate myself, for what I have become. I guess I should hate myself, why don't I just hate myself? I'm circumventing through circumstances of the joy that you have taken. I'm unrelenting of the fickle chances to find myself again. I guess I'm the only one to blame. Dysphoria I know I've been waiting for the sun to shine on dark days, I know we must suffer before we make it all right, it's alright. This rage that fills inside me, it's scathing, I'm shaking... I feel the walls, they're caving in. I've drowned my innocence to never fucking feel again, I never thought I would be just another statistic, it's sadistic. I'm just another statistic, it's so sadistic. It's time for us to feel, but don't waste your time on me.. I'm already dead on the inside. I guess I should hate myself, for what I have just become. I guess I should hate myself, why don't I just kill myself?
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Smile 04:07
I guess you found me, in the midst of misery. I'll take what's left of your burdens and wear them like a crown of thorns, just to see you smile. I will wear your pain, just to see you smile once again. Hate, what a waste of our emotions. It's placed to disgrace our forward motion. Lay with me, be free, end your suffering. I will wear your pain, just to see you smile once again. I will hold your shame, if that means you'll radiate again. Smile, I will wear your pain if that means you'll radiate again.

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released September 17, 2021

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